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Tidy Up!
02:48
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This there
That here
Put your toys away my dear
That there
This here
Tidy up the room 'cause we're
Showing the furnishings to some company
Knowing that we'll be judged by somebody he
looks around
at the corners and the carpet
sees that we've
shoved it all in the closet
Tidy up (x16)
I tried to hide you my true self and it shows
Despite my best effort I think that he knows
Well I put away the pretty things I like
but he saw right through that and called me a-
Tidy up (x16)
Tidy up
Tidy up-up-up
(x2)
This there
That here
Put your toys away my dear
That there
This here
Tidy up the room 'cause we're
Showing the furnishings to some company
Knowing that we'll be judged by somebody he
looks around
at the corners and the carpet
sees that we've
shoved it all in the closet
Tidy up (x16)
Tidy up
Tidy up-up-up
(x2)
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2. |
Perfect Me
02:34
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Coy self; boy pelt
Straight from the bible belt
Straight from the onset
Least that's what they all said
I've got a good relationship with my dad
So anyone who doesn't, it's a lot more sad
I've got a good relationship with my mom
She's gay enough and brave enough to drop the fucking d bomb
Reclamation don't appeal to me
I've never been one to vent freely
Sometimes I feel like
All of my peers might
See me as my perfect me
Speed bump; speed bump
I don't wanna trauma dump
I don't wanna bring back
Playback all that
I've got a bad relationship with my past
I'd tell you with a smile and a laugh if you asked
I've got a bad relationship with myself
Took me till adulthood to fix my mental health
Medication don't appeal to me
I've never been one for therapy
Sometimes I feel like
All of my peers might
See me as my perfect me
On occasion it appeals to me
To talk about my problems openly
Sometimes I feel like
All of my peers might
See me as my perfect me
Got my shit figured out
Not a moment of doubt
Confidence comes naturally
My fashion sense is passing me
Dysphoria is foreign, yeah
Anxiety behind of me
Depression out the question
Sure I've given that impression
I'm neurotypical
Far from miserable
Perfect little version of me
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Bi Disaster
02:49
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There’s no way to say this
without it sounding like desperation
I want someone who wants me
Imagination runs wild
Could I be with another
Another like me
Could I see, see the colors
The colors of “we”
Us together
I’m a mess so hereinafter
I’ll confess I’m a bi disaster
By the way I like your outfit
I’m not gay or straight so now it
Seems like I am into you
I’m not unless you are too
How do I convey this?
without it sounding like bad flirtation
I think you look lovely
Imagination runs wild
Could I be with another
Another like me
Could I see, see the colors
The colors of “we”
Us together
I’m a mess so hereinafter
I’ll confess I’m a bi disaster
By the way I like your outfit
I’m not gay or straight so now it
Seems like I am into you
I’m not unless you are too
Could I be with another
Another like me
Could I see, see the colors
The colors of “we”
Us together
Please if only
If he or she
or they liked me
Can’t you see?
I’m lonely
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4. |
Exterior Dangers
03:37
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Who needs voice therapy when you’ve got auto-tune?
Me, I do
I sound like a man now
Guard down, I’m out
Dodging all the wrong shouts
Come with me on my walk as an extra pair to look around
I will never really be safe
The exterior dangers are no match to your faith
I will hide away from your aid
The exterior dangers manifest their own way
Who needs skin coverage when it’s comfy and it’s cool?
Me, I do
I look like a man now
Guard down, I’m out
Dodging all the wrong shouts
Come with me on my walk as an extra pair to look around
I will never really be safe
The exterior dangers are no match to your faith
I will hide away from your aid
The exterior dangers manifest their own way
And I always feel like a trillion eyes
are looking over here
Scanning every curve and angle
to see if I’m queer
Of course I am a god damn man
if you look at where I began
But now we’ve got to understand
the problem with that, don’t we then?
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Curveball
03:20
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Looking ahead at my life got it planned out
Every little detail on a schedule, no doubt
Ten years down got a wife that I banged out
Seven kids and counting and successful, sold out
But there’s a curveball
and now I am infertile
and I might want a husband instead
Another curveball
my hobby’s not a cure all
my future it was all in my head
Open a wormhole
Yeah we’re all
ignorant of what’s in store for us
Yeah we can swerve off
be worse off
different from plans we tried to trust
Looking behind at my life, naivety
Can’t believe I thought I was a top when I was a teen
Ten years back lacking spontaneity
Things they went my way but my way wasn’t by me
But there’s a curveball
a cur-cur-cur-cur-curveball
and I might want another instead
Another curveball
a cur-cur-cur-cur-curveball
my future it was all in my head
Open a wormhole
Yeah we’re all
ignorant of what’s in store for us
Yeah we can swerve off
be worse off
different from plans we tried to trust
"Foul ball!"
Toxic masculinity
Heteronormativity
Brainwashed by society
and the voice inside of me
(x4)
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Distant
04:07
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I’m distant to those who are close to me
I’m far away from everyone, everyone who sees
There is not a single person who’d call me their best friend
So is it bad that I can think of more than on one hand?
People like me, I can see the
Names in my yearbook
People strike me, wanna be the
One to which you’ll look
There is not a single person who’d call me their best friend
So is it bad that I can think of more than on one hand?
Ooh, and it seems like you and me
We're one in the same
So let's stay near after you tell me your name
I’m distant to those who are close to me
I’m far away from everyone, everyone who sees me
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